Silence To Silenced...............................

Silence my love......
i stand benumb waiting...
for the night to end...
for the dew to moist my dry soul...
to bring in the bright sky...
to bring in the warm spring..
into the cold fall...

Silence my love...

but spring disappeared..
and came the rain...
here comes the storm...
i waited, i was drained...
drained unto the core..
i resisted.. i held..
i waited.. i failed..
silenced.............

came the fall again..
this time i am numb...
the land waited for the moist..
and the rain barged in..

how can a crop grow in a barren land...
but more so would they fear.. the floods..

and so do here i am.. flooded and numb..
for the cold water had now comfortably made its way...
to drown a barren land...

silence my love...
now im silenced...
beautifully silenced...........

Clouds Of Mist.............

And it gathers again today...
my very own clouds of mist...
slowly it appears..
one blue line.. absurd.. abstract...
appears from nowhere.. in the bright blue sky..
it merges and disappears..
and i thought all was fine..
but suddenly it was all dark...
dark blue.. dark black..

benumbed i stand.. gazing blindly
into my clouds of mist...
i stand.. shivering.. i stand still...
calling from far..
is my bright blue sky...

complete i am.. all sound.. all senses..
complete i am.. with my clouds of mist...
slowly i see them piercing my soul..
slowly i see them all over me..
and i sweat..
sweat in those vicious black vapours...
its breaking the hope.. with its dark blue veins..
coiling around...
and i turn cold.. my neves turn white..

a beat is skipped...
a rhythm lost...
and i just stumbled..
ah! that hurts..
it leaves a mark..
i loose my vision..
so does the world..
in this cloud of mist...

and yet one can see..
red it shines..
one can only see the mark
in this vicious dark...

benumbed i stand.. forever..
into my very own..
clouds of mist............